Categories: Select a Category Neva Bothager Lathan Barksdale Tim Blackwell Mehri Davis Henry Hondroulis Elizabeth Newell Wallace Peck Neva Bothager | Lathan Barksdale | Tim Blackwell | Mehri Davis | Henry Hondroulis | Elizabeth Newell | Wallace Peck | Neva Bothager Lathan Barksdale Tim Blackwell Mehri Davis Henry Hondroulis Elizabeth Newell Wallace Peck And we all have different gifts to change the world. These are mine (as if you didn’t already know). $0.00 There are so many reasons to keep growing this. Here’s my biggest one. $0.00 There is beauty in our brokenness too and it can open us up to light and new sights and growth if we let it. $0.00 No one is being attacked here. We are ALL broken. But brokenness has sharp edges we need to recognize. $0.00 Psych hospitals are also broken systems, yet for a long time they were the only place I felt I belonged. It’s where I spent my 21st birthday. $0.00 We often pass our trauma onto younger generations because of hidden, unhealed wounds. I won’t stop trying to break the cycle even if it kills me. $0.00 I constantly struggle with imposter syndrome. Masking for so long is a large cause of it. $0.00 I wasn’t able to finish high school and every time I attempted college I failed. It’s a broken system many people fall through. I am one of them. $0.00 Metamorphosis $0.00 This feeling is also a foreshadowing, but you won’t get to that part today. $0.00 I’ve had to fight to survive. $0.00 This picture sums up my life to the point where you are in the story right now. $0.00 I’ve spent so much time alone in the darkness of my emotions trying to find myself. $0.00 I have so many masks and under them all I had never gotten to build a core self. $0.00 I’m broken, NOT ill. I don’t need a cure. I need healing. $0.00 I am anxious most of the time and it feels a lot like this. $0.00 Healing takes time. $0.00 My dreams are so real and often terrifying. I sleep with a night light. $0.00 Before getting properly diagnosed as autistic and understanding how differently I experience the world, I did everything to try to stay numb. $0.00 My first suicide attempt was when I was 14. My daughter’s was this year at age 12. I’m so scared I won’t be able to keep either of us alive. $0.00 I could be reaching, but I’m likely just falling again. $0.00 Some touches still linger on my skin. $0.00 But his message still lives on. Believe. $0.00 Page Six Illustration $0.00 Page Five Illustration $0.00 Page Four Illustration $0.00 Page Three Illustration $0.00 Page Two Illustration $0.00 Page One Illustration $0.00 So, truthfully, are you? $0.00 Being safe is more than a word. It’s silence to listen without responding or trying to change anyone but yourself. It’s the uncomfortable process of growth and admitting mistakes. It’s vulnerability a $0.00 Of everyone walking around here in this gallery, I wonder if anyone has actually seen anything. $0.00 I know my truth and I will never let anyone kill it or take it away from me. $0.00 …And here. I fear I could end up here too. $0.00 We all share some of the burden. None of us are responsible for all of it. We just need to do our part. No less and no more. $0.00 Many who fall through the cracks end up here… $0.00 Did you know that churches are exempt from the ADA (American’s with Disabilities Act)? Churches are like families; they ALL are broken in some way. It’s not personal and I hope we can make it safe for $0.00 I am still working through trauma from when I was physically assaulted by a police officer during a crisis 14 years ago. $0.00 I feel everything so deeply and most of the time I’m judged and punished for it. $0.00 ALL families have brokenness. We can’t start to heal until we make it safe for people to open up about it and talk about it. $0.00 Talking to most people feels like this. $0.00 I don’t usually feel safe or connected with people which is why my plushies help me so much. They also hold a lot of my memories that get lost so easily in my mind. That isn’t childish at all. $0.00 You’re not the first person to just stare at me while I’m drowning. $0.00 Sometimes the light we follow to find our way out is an illusion to keep us distracted. $0.00 There is so much inside my head that I’ve been taught to keep hidden away. $0.00 In many stories, I am the enemy. I don’t even want to be in this fight. $0.00 I actually love the rain. I’ll take it over sunny days almost always. $0.00 The universe is mostly empty space and it’s expanding. Often I feel that way too. $0.00 New Movie: Projecting. Directed By: You $0.00 We all see the world in different colors. It's hard to comprehend colors we can't see. It doesn't mean they're not there. $0.00 People don't see how much effort I put in to exist in this world or how much it costs me. $0.00 Takiwatanga. I don't fit in. $0.00 My scars are not the end of my story. $0.00 I am so tired. $0.00 We all have scars we carry. $0.00 These cracks are here. They really do exist. It's not personal. $0.00 I've tried them all - more than once. They're all locked. $0.00 What we say about others says more about us than it does about them. Don't define yourself with their words. $0.00 I hate this stage. $0.00 We are both in this painting at this exact moment. 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